garyrox

2005-03-01T23:46:00.000+08:00

your actions are weird. sometimes, i don't know what you are trying to convey.
do you? don't you? such questions remain unanswered.
i need assurance, i get none.
i am down, not even ten points can cheer me up. =X
fuck my life.

2005-02-20T21:43:00.000+08:00

i hate my mum. =x

2005-02-19T16:21:00.000+08:00

boredom boredom boredom

2005-02-15T20:26:00.000+08:00

this is the fist time i took neo prints! hahah... i stick out tongue damn act cute but that's what we are supposed to do rite? xD

anyway.. today soccer i cracked my foot. due to some football holigans who kicked it. =x damn angry cause some people kept say stuff in the canteen. fuck them all. they came to apologise but i jus walked off. =x nvm. i'm all rite now. jus don't say it again. i might smile, but i don't like it.

anyway... thanks dear! ur presents rocks! xD luv ya loads. muackz

2005-02-14T23:28:00.000+08:00

yanlin rox!

2005-02-14T23:20:00.000+08:00

yanlin is damn smart.

2005-02-02T20:23:00.000+08:00

i simply love! u too bits and pieces. you'r mine forever.

2005-01-28T13:54:00.000+08:00

i'm now in now in school typing this entry la. super lame man. very long never type entry. okay.. here's a summary.
went to marina bay for hot plate and steamboat on a saturday, a few days back. pretty fun, but the place was very smoky and all... the aluminium foil kept getting black with all the burnt food. =x

went out a few days back too to see shall we dance. i thought it would be very boring and actually wanted to see the meet the fockers but the show is great! jennifer danced great... xD

skipped co practises, i really forgot man.. and the rest were like er... i wasn't informed la. but made me seem like i wasn't interested in co ler... diao.

played lan with my usual group of buddies! quite a number of times... i think like 4 times? er... i surely have improved but not by a huge margin. =x haiz... still cannot snipe properly. i am not cut out to be a sniper... haha. the Big O cyber cafe charge only 1 buck for an hour... fucking cheap.

went for dragon boat training... super tough. no wonder they are national first! er.. the j2 all like muscle man lidat. had a couple of test and runs and lots of physical training which i think i did pretty well la. at least above the normal average.

today... my legs are dying.
i have lost feeling of my arm.

shall end here.
this is a pretty long entry...

ps: now in school library xD

2005-01-18T22:09:00.000+08:00

screwed.
skipped tutorial.
quarrelled with julian
my mum( okay already )
my form teacher
the dm.
the chemistry teacher

so so screwed.

2005-01-05T23:11:00.000+08:00

yea! nanyang totally rox la! and kai wei! ur dance today is super SEXY!!! woo hoo! * three cheers and three cheers and three cheers for kai wei! jiahui dance so well ar... should have gotten a noob to be my dance partner!
diaoz. nvm la. i got both of them to teach me then i'll shine lke a star. =D

never regret going nanyang ever since. =D

thanks to all. u are all special. =P

2004-12-30T23:37:00.000+08:00

today went to play basketball! played with this outside and won like 11 to 2 la. later played with ming jun and won him 11-4 la. initially it was like 9 to 2 la. then er...he suddenly caught fire and dunked 2 points. but i caught up and won! =D
LISTEN!
I'M NOT GOING TO PLAY WITH YOU ANYMORE. SO U CAN NEVER WIN ME.
*evil laughs.....
ok la. then went with yanlin and ming jun go captain's cook and drink and eat la. she stole out fries man then er... went to his library, followed by his house and later HOME!
home sweet home... yuckz

work.

2004-12-29T23:22:00.000+08:00

today finally know who is eileen already. she's like SUPER quiet. initially, talkig to her was lie talking to the wall. she just smile back or nods her head. OMG MAN.
but in the end i got her talking la... otherwise i will really die of boredom. today saw this fat girl and her father buying stocks wholesale la. wasted suite some time and er... ate lots of stuff. like chicken. fishballs, corn? yea... i'm like the slackiest worker in queensway. the only one who an walk around as if i own the shop.
okay later.. chatted with peeps... went home... ate exercised and online waiting fo this princess who is playing in a playground in tm.
DIAOZ!
haha.
cheers.
there's never a wish, better than this.

normal day

2004-12-28T23:44:00.000+08:00

kkz. yanlin complained that my entries are super short and super outdated, so here is me! a new me in fact. initially i was doing this MASTERPIECE but somehow i screwed it up after hours of working on it. so someday, i'll post it la.
today did nothing much. went to stefanie house to meet her and chat and drink a lil. later went home and met julian in the mrt to buy some pants. ate alot in compass point and met lixin and her friend i popular la. her friend seemed super ored la and lixin seemed super blur. hahaha... OOPZ!!!
saw yanlin inside and just waved a lil and later went back. wanted to play basketball, but decided not as it was too late and er... ate with julian again under my house and chat again. he's a nice chat buddy! =D gary chiu also la. that time at changi beach. XD
later met my bro and played CS. pretty stupid la. he lost and paid for my lan fees. hahaha! =D

i here thinking about u, hoping u were thinking about me. XD

.angel with the scabbed wings.

2004-12-25T23:08:00.000+08:00

er... today went to sentosa... real fun and throughly enjoyed it. but jon fell sick in the middle of it all...hope he gets well though.
tommorrow have chalet, hope it won't get to boring, or i'll find myself doing my own stuff. hahaha!
diaoz.....

concert

2004-12-24T01:39:00.000+08:00

omg. tonight was simply magical. first time in my life got people give me flowers and scream my name during concert. thanks guys!
i can wait to relive this moment again! though iw as a pure nervous wreck, hand trembling and all, i think the audience have been pretty understanding and didn't like jeer me or anything liddat. once again, thanks guys!

2004-12-17T21:14:00.000+08:00

just came back from KOTA TINGGI! made tonnes of friends, learnt many new stuff and practically had loads and loads of immense fun.
kkz... here's a sneak peek at my life in kota tinggi.
day 1..

in the bus.... getting to warm up real fast to people there. only knew one, rest were total strangers before. soon we started playing poker cards, but was stopped larr. but bought stuff and chatted loads. since, i found a buddy who is named GARY also... and he's from maris stella too. hahaha. many people remarked on how we seemed like buddies for years as we went almost everywhere with each other! kkz.. played captain's ball with water filled plastic bags and i scored all the goals in one of the game. that was fun! [;ayed games like blinding folding everyone and each group had a specific sound such as "mooooooo... which was my group's sound" so everyone had to moooooo to find each other! hahah. and the rest of the days had more activities.. real fun too. slept only a while

second day...

played water polo and i scored some, but quite pissed as we got second. lost by a ball... quite violent game too as the competition and the friendly rivalry was ENORMOUS! by then, i treated almost everyone as my good buddies and tried our best. so no regrets!
also... soaked with alot of people in the swimming pool and the waterfall, like yanlin yi qing, allan, plus like 10 to 20 more people! i threw yanlin down with the help of my buddy GARY too. hahaha. i also found out she was afraid of people sneaking behind her and whisper at her ears. she always jump up in fright! hahaha... but the was she jump was really cute! like some little kid liddat. played truth of dare, the 1 to 99 game and found out lots of stuff about people. but xinyi made me so paiseh, she was forced to chose a guy from the camp to be her stead and she chose me! awwwwwww mann..... embarrasing! other dares include passing a maggi strand from a girls mouth to a guys mouth. hahaha! later, the organisers pranked us! it was like over midnight when they did. i'll skip how they do it. but i wasn't scared. the guy and girls were scared seperately. but the ghost got slapped by a guy real hard. hahah. the girls were different, the blackout and the very creepy stuck in the toilet thing freaked RUTH out and she cried! soon, i became her bodyguard. kinda useless.. she couldn't sleep and i had to protect her. played cards and polar bears but in the end i slept on her lap. hahaha. she was like... "wake up! i need u to protect me! " later played text twist with jing chuan. she is 15 but looked like 18! but she's real sweet looking and friendly! hahaha... played text twist lying down on the bed and as we kept losing, we stopped playing and gary took it away to write some diary notes. later, we talked cock and fell asleep. preety cramped, i hope i didn't elbow her or something when we were sleeping. hahaha... surprised me by how two person can squeeze in to a bed and manage to sleep.

oh to add in... we had this play thing. ten person were acting out samson's life and a girl which is jing xian acted as SAMSON and i acted a girl which is the seductress who tried to seduce him and find out his secret. hahaha. i had to wear a skirt made of table cloth and a fan. had to act homo... real funny.... tears nearly fell man. haha. had to sashay and seduce her in a very gross manner.

kkz...

third day...
woke up and instant noodles, chips and drinks were everywhere.
left one ringgit for the cleaner. hahahaha! we are evil man.... ate, packed bags, went to walk with gary, ruth, yanlin, xinyi, lynn. hahah. rained and was stuck. kept disturbing ruth and soon i stopped it larr. she hit me so pain! and she was like very angry. hahaha.... kkz. ran in the rain later and soon, we left off.
but before that, i was awarded the bext camoflaged guy who had to cat walk and i won the bext male camper award! hahaha.... had this tiny bear and a toy gun. those actuaaly sized carbine. afraid of the customs so i just returned it to an uncle and asked him to help me get through the custom. hahah... but it was a plastic gun alrr.
at the custms, it was quite smooth and the lady said my earring was nice. hahah.. must be she too bored and i left my card in the bag. had to open the bus luggage and the driver was quite pissed.

finally... SINGAPORE! went to compass point with ming jun and yanlin. ate at captain cook and talked till 8. like 2 hours plus i think.. not very sure and went off later. yanlin didn't feel like walking back as her bag was quite heavy. thinking of walking her back if she was walking home as it's quite late, but since she took bus, i just said my goodbyes and left larr with ming jun. =)

home... bath... sleep

2004-12-12T13:20:00.000+08:00

oh. i'm here with my new updates. so long never update, oh lazy me. kkz... gonna go to kota tinggi on wednesday morning! woo hoo... hope it'll be real fun. but the problem is that most of the people i never meet before. jia lat. wait go all tiam tiam one. that'll be so fantastically boring.
but i think i'll go crazy in kota tinggi. hahaha... doing what? i also dono. however, the checklist seems to demand a huge amount of shirts and shorts.
been sick quite a few times. that's funny. i'm not normally sick. there must be a reason. maybe it's my sweet tooth.

sickk

2004-11-30T13:58:00.000+08:00

felt a lil sick on saturday afternoon and with a concoction of butter prawns, and others oh so unhealthy food, i was struck with a sore throat and headache. went to see a doc on sunday. he seemed quite knowledgeble but the medicine he gave totally sucked! i could feel myself getting worse. by then, it had ballooned into a THROAT INFECTION and poor me. couldn't even drink water or swallow my own saliva without much pain! so today went to see another doctor. he seemed as knowledgeble and preety cool too, except for the fact that he looked like bugs bunny.
he asked me to throw away all the medicine i was given, dismissing them as too weak and unable to cure my present condition. he gave me double dosage and changed all to a stronger type. well... by then i couldn't even talk and i talked to him my typing in my hp. he was like "oh my god! u poor thing ur throat is all swollen up inside. u must have had a tough time even swallowing ur own saliva! " then he started talking about my crystal earrings. but i didn't reply him at all, only smiled feebly back as i couldn't talk.
now i still cannot talk. like i'm dumb or something. wth.

2004-11-26T23:48:00.000+08:00

went to nanyang top audition for the orchestra thing. so damn bloody nervous. imagine not touching yangqin for half a year and suddenly there's an audition!!! what the shit!
so went there and screwed up. it started at 9 and i reached there at 1.3. ahahahahaha... everyone was waiting for me. sorry guys!! i didn't know. asked to play a piece, i didn't know. embarrassed myself and later asked to skip the whole thing. later play my piece... dono why. my hands not listening to me. trembling thou, some were laughing. i HEARD THAT. so i decided to cancel my year end solo and thus, there doesn't seem to have any meaning to go back to marist concert.
been brushing up my yangqin lately. kinda fun i tink...
YANLIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! go malaysia!!!!!!! so good! resort somemore. i'm stucked in singapore. like wth... *beware of terrorist! u might be the next to appear on tv with a knife to ur neck.
so now my fate is sealed. nanyang jc for me. pengz. stupidd me.

2004-11-17T23:46:00.000+08:00

omg. i minused 6 marks!!! it all from the MCQ. too tired i guess. kept yawning... oh man. why am i making excuses to cover myself up. any... i'm stretched out and busted like a flat tyre. can't wait for friday.
i think i'll come up with an expected grade later on. pengZ... i wanna go catholic or anderson. hahahahahahahaha... definately no SAJC for me.
i'm thinking....catholics full of babes. anderson is full of studious nerds. studies or girls? hard to balance ya.
can someone help me out here?

2004-11-14T11:58:00.000+08:00

okokok. been slacking pretty hard.

2004-11-13T13:39:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to study with jillian and this unknown girl. she seemed preety ang moh and had this foreign accent in her english. however, she was chinese! and taking higher chinese somemore! gave me a huge shock mann. anyway... jillian kept chatting and chatting. didn't really seemed like studying.
later i ordered the mango att. and the waffle with ice cream and choc. i waited till the ice cream melted and jillian helped me cut it up. oh my. the result was a VERY gooey mess which i quite liked! later bought chocs. oopz. seems i'm eating way too much.
then later rush to fetch my lil brother. lucky wasn't late. puuuurfect.

2004-11-08T16:12:00.000+08:00

hahahahahaha... i didn;t know about the e maths pythagoras part and everyone said it was easy. wtf... ho can it be!!! must be i too nervous then never see the main question answer... so i jus use trial and error for most of the part and the problen with it is that the question combined is somehing like 12 marks... oh wo de tian ar...e maths can get a1??? hope soo lerr...... n to all the people who wish me good luck. THANK U!!! MUACKZ MUACKZ!!

2004-11-07T23:31:00.000+08:00

didn't study much today... dono why too. jus couldn't!!!!!!! i think i ain't gonna realise my 10 point dream with my present motivation level. jus ope tomorrow's E maths would be quite easy or that i won't make any careless mistakes!
haha... why suddenly the change in motivation? better change fast

2004-11-07T13:19:00.000+08:00

okie. e maths and a maths were quitee easy. did both paper twice. now i'm afraid of paper two. i did the TYS yearly and still realised one or two questions i didn't know. could they have been out of syllabus? i'm no very sure. but it sure stressed me out....
yeaterday went to queensway. wanted to buy this shirt.. forgot the name. but it was so freaking cheap, i didn't kow whether it was real a not and skipped it. still scouting for a lon sleeve shirt with hood.but to NO avail!
anyone got any goooood suggestions?
somehow i don't really have the mood to studyy...... jia latt. how? hahaha.
i think i'll go catholic. wooo hoooooooooooooooooo.... what other choice i have? my friends are ALL going CATHOLIC.

2004-11-02T10:53:00.000+08:00

aiyah... i didn't do one s.s question. 7 marks!!!!!!!!!! but the rest was quite okay...7 marks.. that's one grade!! omg.. so pathetic can... otherwise i would be quite happie. haha.
tomorrow's english but i don't know the formatt!! what if got letter writing? aiyoh...must go ask english pro XING LOONG.
kkz. byee for now.

heartt

2004-10-28T20:21:00.000+08:00

yea yea yea!!!

2004-10-28T20:08:00.000+08:00

yea man. physics didn't screw up. er.... had quite a fun day. these days keep on going to Denny's house cause my hosue soooooo boring. haha. his house like my second home liddat ler.
anyway... O's start on Monday. and.. that's really bad news. i am not really prepared yet? omg.. i want to enter anderson. but it requires like... 10-12 for science! i can enter but it'll be for arts. but catholic seems real fun too... thinking. and i wanna join chinese orchestra. a good one. which catholic definately do not provide!
nvm. why don't i get the results then say.
today went to Mavis and finally returned Wilson book which he bugged me for weeks and and and and and...pai seh. short term memory loss. after tuition saw meiting and wanted to drag wilson there. he was practically sliding across the floor with the combined effort of aloy and me pulling him. GREAT FUN! but i released him. Pris said her juniors keep talking about me and xiang lin. but for the gary... could be another gary. " ///////can't get too happy yet. hurhur
yadayadayadayadayada.

chem prac.

2004-10-22T13:33:00.000+08:00

i screwed it all up!
er.... jia lat. chemistry hopes of A have gone down the drain! =(

2004-10-18T17:15:00.000+08:00

i'm sad. stay away....

NANYANG...OR CATHOLIC?

2004-10-17T11:01:00.000+08:00

NANYANG..... Or CATHOLIC.......
where should i go with an overrall L1R5 of 14??
Pro Nanyang
> nanyang said to have a better studying culture than Catholic... sounds nicer too....
> Jonathan said his batch got not much chio bus. Imagine going to school and seeing none. So won't get distracted....
> new lab and CCA block ready by june. maybe built finish by june. but can it be used by june on the dote? very suspicious point. but ill include it in the plus factor.

Pro Catholic
> Chio BuS GALORE!!!! U can feast ur eyeson them everyday. Spur u on to beat them in terms of results ar?
> More direct transport route for me. One bus service directly....
> affilated in. with an A for cca. can enter with a minus 4.
> not surrounded by HDB blocks unlike nanyang. makes nanyang feel like a neighbourhood jc. looks more retro too...

aiya... forget it. i still can't make my mind up.

add ons...

2004-10-13T22:36:00.000+08:00

here are some new pictures!!!!!!!!!! yippie!!!!!
and btw... the pictures of me at the previous entry totally sux!
gonna change it .
soon.

my rock star pose.

Me and Ah Loong San!! ( loanShark)

er.... my hair after being messed up by samuel. look damn goofy. * shrugs...

O's are so near!!!!

2004-10-13T18:46:00.000+08:00

yea! finally an update after a long dead period.
must have left all my avid readers where i had gone. haha... kidding.
my prelim results
prelim 1 prelim 2
A maths 6 1
E maths 9 1
Physics 5 3
Chemistry 3 5
C.H 7 5
Eng 4 3
Chinese 4 3

got overall improvement lerr.... but chemistry paper was easy. too cocky about previous results and ignored it. now i have flunked it. pathetic man!
now aiming for these dream results
A maths 1
E maths 1
Physics 2
Chemistry 1
English 3
Chinese 2
C.H 1

abit hard ler... but got hoppe. got hope.....
been abit stressed up lately. couldn't seem to concentrate on my work and feeling very stressed up.maybe that's why i am being very hostile to everyone. aargh! fuck it.
oh yar. made a pact with others to dye my hair after O's. that'll be so liberating!! or maybe i am jus being paranoid. * shrugs...

here's some pictures i took at denny's house. becoming like edmund ler... take photo of myself.
eek.

here's alyssa chia! damn chio rite!! but too bad the tv series ended. =(

.angel with the scabbed wings.

2004-10-06T22:17:00.000+08:00

the police just came to my house and arrested my little brother. handcuff him with the metal cuffs and brought him ot the police station. have to bail him out. now i cannot sleep....
have to go ang mo kio and bail him out. shit. bail him then the money is gone forever. i'm having mixed reactions now.
kinda scared.

2004-09-26T21:05:00.000+08:00

haha... aldis is such a mutha fucker. in front of other peeps say not his fault, jus like a tortoise, and now because his loss of face tries to reclaim them back. so PATHETIC!!! haha... somemore push all the blame to me. he is just a fat ass in my eyes. oh gross man. u need to lose some weight.
anyway... tomorrow's a maths. somehow i am kinda sick of preparing for it. been slacking and the heavenly sword and dragon sabre is damn nice! i swear i'll go buy the whole series. =)
now...some last minute mugging.
.angel with the scabbed wings.

screw

2004-09-25T11:36:00.000+08:00

i screwed uop chemistry theory and practical. i think my chem is going to

fail!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG. JAZILAH would be So ANGRY with me.
=S
nvm... i swear i'll work like crazy even after prelims. i swear.

practical

2004-09-21T21:06:00.000+08:00

did practical...er.... kinda smooth though. i suspect i made a huge error somewhere as i finished quite early. there's something wrong with the pratical optical exp. the range can't go below 50... *ponders....
maybe i'm wrong.
later went to compass point and studied with denny. haha. pang seh edmund they all. kenneth too...i tot he was going to study...
anyway. last minute prep now.
vvvvrrrooooooooooooommmmmmmm.......................
.angel with the scabbed wings.

a maths and geog

2004-09-21T20:57:00.000+08:00

haiz. i am afraid that i would fail my a maths! fuck. didn't go well at all. was so flustered doing the paper. Jia lat. my jc! don't run away! piangs. geog sucked too. at least this time when they told me to choose one out of 3, i did choose one out of three rather than do all THREE. the questions are hard to. with some kind of inference on the picture with a fish with chicken wings. on genetic modification. how. anyway... even if pass, also need Very high pass jus to enter JC. liddat how?
=S

.angel with the scabbed wings

2004-09-19T13:00:00.000+08:00

finished geog i think. but i skipped agriculture. i am not confident of map reading though. haha. piangs. only subject that i can beat roy.... er... a maths... jia lat. haha. i very long never revise the past topics and suddenly i look and them and go * huh?
pathetic huh.

e maths and ss

2004-09-17T20:37:00.000+08:00

did social studies and e maths... e maths could score, but i made carelss mistakes! =S and it would be pulled down by my prelim 1!! cause i failed my prelim 1. hais. CJC or NYJC seems bleaker and bleaker... social studies was quite okie. it's either i do very well or very bad. sad contrast huh.
been doing geog and a maths... i forgot about integration! have to pia for it le. here's what i learnt for geog. ( by memory and no. there is no txtbk in front of me) * taking chance to revise as well. haha...
Advantages of tourism.
.economy benefits from high employment rate whereby revenue is collected in the form of taxes. currency exchange increases and strengthens economy.
.local traditional values and cultural heritage is preserved to accomodate those tourist who like to exp all these first hand. local youths thus have a deeper understand of their culture and heritage throught the preservation of such cultural sites.
.with more tourist, more improved infrastructure changes have to be implemented such as more roads, better water supply system... local benefit from such changes, being able to use them as well. people's quality of life increases with better facilities.

Negative.
. tension between the tourist and the locals might occur due to the wealth difference between the locals and the tourist, their free spending and carefree attitude on the usage of money worsens the problem. These results in the increase of crime rate in the area as robbery and theft occurs more frequently with the greater influx of wealthy tourist. Tourist might also flout the traditional values of the locals by behaving intimately in public and dressing scantily. * high rape cases? eek. that's out of point.
. ruin of environment brought about by the clearing of land to build hotels, resorts.
.more people = more waste.

haiyo. i sian le. going back to MUGGING

chinese and english...

2004-09-14T20:32:00.000+08:00

took english and chinese prelims so far... did okay for english... mark range b4 to b3. mark range for Chinese if c5 to B4. Jia lat! i don't think can go JC le lor... i am feeling Very fed up at the moment! No matter what... have to score below 20 so can reduce mark but including Cca points... Now future of my exam results seem so bleak.
Those who sit at the back of the hall... They have been copying like crazy. I kinda envy that and hate that too. Imagine people are having the time of their life copying away while u can't and have to purely use ur intellect to do the paper. How to ever win them in results? Makes studying useless against such malpractise. Fuck. if this continues even during O's it'll be so unfair! I suppose their prelims result would be very good le as they are using 3-5 brains just to do one paper. =S
But i'll just sit silently along watching them with narrowed eyes.
.angel with the scabbed wings.

2004-09-11T13:52:00.000+08:00

i am day dreaming. feeling kinda fucked up. One guy called ALDIS from Mavis message yixuan and keep placing my name inside. so IRRITATING. Somemore ask me wanna fight anot when i don't even know how this fucker looks like. _|_
anyway... don't care him le. rather concentrate on studies. haha. =)
did usual sit ups, weight lifting. got pack le. =) but shoulders aching..... studies wise..... not really good yet. haiz. i'm a failure.

2004-09-10T11:33:00.000+08:00

one section of my class wall. see.... marist COULD break ANYTHING

My dearest physics teacher who doesn't teach well. oh well * shrugs~

With regards from Kenneth.

2004-09-10T11:28:00.000+08:00

Just unable to concentrate nowadays... been slacking and slacking. *omg! are my prelims three days away? * haiyo...
Gonna do e maths and e maths today. realised that i have been doing so much of a maths , i have neglected a maths! now my e maths is horrible spend over the time frame to complete e maths...that's horrendous! no wonder i always fail e maths... but i'm a fighter! so have to buck up.
ALVIN MAO, I"LL NOT LOSE TO U OVER MY DEAD BODY.

Lalala

2004-09-09T11:15:00.000+08:00

i'm dead bored and created another template. thanks to Blogskins.com My friends say i have too much time on my hands... maybe...
yesterday studied chinese and finished the whole of sec3 and 4A for sec4... Monday is my prelims and i am dead Scared! I'm mentally traumatized that i want to jus sleep forever... =S
yesterday message with jessica. she keep asking funny questions like... "how u look like?" "are u cute?" " how old are u?" "ur CCA?" like a survey... so i DAO her... mainly because i was studying then she called me. Wah. Voice damn cute sia. =P anyway... my heart is fixed le. =P
Today gonna go out and study...sianzzified...

2004-09-07T15:21:00.000+08:00

i'm bored. a week to prelims...
i died for e maths and chinese....
i barely scraped through for chem , physics....
i fainted for ss and geog.

New..

2004-09-06T19:25:00.000+08:00

New template. created it last night. somehow... other templates people do jus don't cater to my liking and only if i do it myself, i'll feel that it's jus right. I luv this template! jus like strawberries topped with cream. however, i like the picture more. BoA kwon! i luvvv u!! =D
yesterday studied with denny. haha.. we whole day very "fan" cause do abit then see questions we don't know how to do. haha... aiyo. but better than studying at home. haha...
today also very slack! omg! i am very slow in doing e maths... i never practise it at all... that's why... haiz.
fail le.
.angel with the scabbed wings.

fight

2004-09-03T18:29:00.000+08:00

saw a fight today! the guy threw two punches, the first smashing his specs and i think the glass cut him. then next jus worsen it. damn bloody. why that guy so stupid never siam? still stand up let him punch. then the big Brother came and signalled for the guy to go over and i went home. was about to do so anyway...
today soccer match was kinda fun. =).angel with the scabbed wings.

2004-09-02T22:58:00.000+08:00

The weathers quite all right today. was in my class and while day dreaming by staring out of the broken window, i withnessed the gradual formation of a thunderstorm. Ominous black clouds gathered slowly but surely, coating the area in s sheet of darkness. Soon, peppers of rain fell like translucent pearls creating a tiny humming sound as it peppered against the thickset of leaves near the window. Intensity grew in time and soon, marble sized droplets of rain fell, the soft humming changing into a clatter as the droplets dtuck the roof of the bulding and metal top of cars. Such a sight seemed to take almost no time to pass at all and by the time i looked away, the lesson have ended.
somehow or rather, i jus LUV the rain. Somehow i feel serene when there's rain and serenity of the school increases. school seems more quieter, as if everyone is drawn into silence by the soft seducing sounds of rain...
never study much today. never bothered.... sian!
tomorrow gonna go school and ya... should be quite boring... =X we'll jus wait and see.

new cupboard

2004-09-01T20:21:00.000+08:00

my old one collapsed and went to IKEA and bought a new one. quite big and VERY solid. so will never break again. spent alot of time tidying my room and everything. what a waste of time!
tomorrow is my second last day in maris stella high, gonna disturb all the teacher and accomplish my dream of having a hole through the wall. or maybe aftre O's...cause wait they find out then we all die ar...
so bored now... realised i never studied chinese and e maths... gonna flunk this two. physics too.. Totally no confidence at all. how to go JC liddat. i wanna go catholic jc... though alot of peeps say that the JC sucks... i think otherwise. convenient to go there too...Another reason is that there got alot of chiobu or so the senior says...*swoons...or issit jus another trickery to trick ignorant fools like me in? *ponders...
gonna have to pia for my chinese.... spent too much time on a maths and chemistry liao. haha...that day went out with edmund to holy high and later with denny go seng kang pri and later went to eat...though i didn't eat at all. tried to do some physics paper but to no avail. the waitress there was preety cute too. =) hehe... denny's ear red liao! Si3 BOON!
Bath time.... wee wee WEE. here is marilyn manson! i think he's cute. =)

.angel with the scabbed wings.

endurance.

2004-08-29T12:43:00.000+08:00

Have you ever felt like you knew someone a long, long time ago?
Another place, another time, a friendship of the souls?
Two people who share a bond for reasons neither know,
A feeling that they were friends, a long, long time ago?

Did they stumble onto each other by pure circumstance,
Or was it fate and destiny that played a certain hand?
Two souls intertwined, they are worlds apart,
But the soul, it knows no difference, in matters of the heart.

Somehow they are drawn together, fate has brought them back,
Each living worlds apart, they journey separate paths.
When this life is over, and a new life begins,
Their souls will find each other, two souls that we call friends.

group study and BRAS

2004-08-27T18:06:00.000+08:00

yesterday had to buy bras because if i bought it, my friend would wear it in school and i bought it. so pai seh! i was buying and all the marist siam at a safe distance. pang seh! then bought it and jun kwang wore it today1
but i think i have dealt severe psychological trauma to him. he was like a tourist attraction during recess and people kept wanting to strip him. so damn funny can! wah piang...
but i tell the class he not reall happy saying that i breached the contract. haha... but where else can i get 10 dollars to pay him. * think man. then he kept silent all the way. * shrugs...
later all went to BK and studied though i studied very little over there. i actually did 5 questions only! in three hours including eating. haha... jia lat. but like quite fun to study there ler... haha...
so tired. gonna slp. =)

lost in reality

2004-08-23T20:26:00.000+08:00

been so lost in the harsh realities of life that i am funding it difficult to breathe. life is so unpredictable and a sudden twist in the otherwise parabolic path and turn ur life topsy turvy. but that's life isn't it. but i feel that i am avoiding it.
the weather is kinda cool and i am not sure why... but whenever i enter my blog and hear this song, it's kinda uplifting and brings me to a good mood. come on... how can anyone be sad after hearing this songs. but, there are somethings beyond the cure of a "happy" song.
went with elson to caltex and ate there and did our "USUAL" stuff. =)

love is such a wonder
like gold shot thru silver
oh how wonderful it is
to experience
love

oh...that's me being lame. well.... =S guess i'll give up trying to do stuff like that and stick to what i normally do. haha...
.angel with the scabbed wings.

lost in reality

2004-08-23T20:19:00.000+08:00

I am so confused over recent happenings and i seem to be avoiding the harsh realities of life! why are all these things happening at such wrong timing? piangs.
studies aren't good enough. how to win roy liddat. but happy i won him in our TYS chemistry. i got 85% !!! =))) but been getting average marks for my prelims. haha.. maybe with the help of the textbook. went to caltex with elson and did the usual stuff, ate, zao and dissapear. sleeping till 7. =X
gonna be a nerd again.
tata.
.angel with the scabbed wings.

sadness

2004-08-22T17:39:00.000+08:00

kinda sad over something that happened last nite. was thinking about it for quite long and thought that it's better to concentrate on studies first before pursuing personal interests. Hope u'll understand..
li jia wei lost to that North Korean Gal!! KNN! should have won de but she kept on shouting. stupid brainwashed commie bitch. anyway... now feeling so sian n\and not really concentrating on studying yet. haiz. so much distractions... i wanna do well! =S
maybe later i gonna go BK and study.. who knows? mae ybe i have a better studying atmosphere compared to my room. so hot and stuffy and i jus don't feel right studying. aargh! where's my motivation. i don wanna lose to roy in terms of results. gonna beat him. BEAT HIM.
haha... chem revision is almost done, except that i still haven't mastered some of the answering techniques.... jia lat. miss jazilah is kinda shocked with m drop in grades. this further strenghtens my decision i made? sorry... time waits for no one.
shafiq sudden;y msg me and said that he is jealous that i seem so cheerful everytime. i was like huh? u send the wrong msg le. haha... funny...the way he starts a conversation sometimes. haha...

fight

2004-08-20T18:41:00.000+08:00

i hit wee siong and threw him in the dustbin as he throwed the duster at me. i somehow went crazy... sorry man. but now he doesn't seem to really and still remain best of friends. =) thanks for ur understanding man.
today went to play basketball. good think they erected a fence with covers on it i think there will be some kind of those late night auctions going on. but WHO CARES... i still get to play DRY. haha... played with others... lost... 10-11 9-11. jia lat. got one guy damn good. later played with julan one on one. i won! haha...
but i think he slack slack de. Sianzzified...
Rushed to tuition and phone actually went flat. haha... never charge. last nite slept early and woke up at 3 to study... don't know why... jus couldn'sleep well...
gonna go tuition on sunday. =)
i need a goooood rest today and tomorrow. been sleeping way too much during lessons.

Oh...i was also caught by miss Koh for 7 offences! while she scoulding me... jun kwang see liao faster siam... sniggering.
1. shirt untucked
2. no badge
3. no name tag
4. no singlet underneath
5. blue shoes
6. coloured shoelace
7. ankle socks.

gonna have to see her onn monday. she was quite lenient with me though i talked back and u know what. so er... have to report to her. NVM.
ill fated me.

as raindrops fall...
my heart beats with the same random beating

2004-08-18T20:27:00.000+08:00

the So called band. kinda stupid. really. but kinda fun too. *winkZ

some botaks not including those with hair of course. haha.

principal with his new hair cut and famous transparent dress. Tada! not that he have any hair left. WHATEVER

me being stupid to let this be taken and set as class computer wallpaper. _|_

Mao-vellous day

2004-08-13T20:00:00.000+08:00

I have a B4 and a distinction for my Orals! i am so dissapointed. haiz. have to go back to reality... so sad! but i know i didn't put in effort to achieve the grades i want. haiz. so was kinda bad mood this days. so today i went to disturb MAO and he went crazy. started shredding paper and poking eraser. i was hoping he'll hit me then u know what-. feeling a little evil at the moment. i think i went over board.... woopsie. =S i dun really care.

remembered that time at the park there was 4 Ah neks there and one found trouble with me. so we quarreled, getting louder with each passing moment. I nearly went crazy. wanted to eliminate, OBLITERATE from the face of this earth. and she pulled me away. Fuck them. big shots. scould them dialect and they only seem to know the word fuck. pathetic.
i slept in Quail's class today and he caught me. haha... kinda surprised. jus so tired...

haha... have to start studying le. and i am not studying yet! haiz. have to really settle down this weekend. =(

WHERE IS MY MOTIVATION???

.angel with the scabbed wings.

2004-08-09T19:54:00.000+08:00

How to make a gary chua

Ingredients:

5 parts friendliness

1 part ambition

1 part ego

Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little caring if desired!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

jus me

2004-08-09T19:50:00.000+08:00

How to make a gary chua

Ingredients:

5 parts friendliness

1 part ambition

1 part ego

Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little caring if desired!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

sad

2004-08-08T22:16:00.000+08:00

jus heard from my friend thru sms that her father died.. i did not reply her. how was i going to reply? what shld i say? "it's all rite?"
so i didn't reply... but i sincerely pray that she'll get through this difficult phrase. I'll be here for u.

burger or Fries

2004-08-08T09:53:00.000+08:00

I still don't really understand what Miss chee says about the burger and the fries. kinda stupidd... really... i rushed to tuition cause i forgot the timing.. late by a little bit. that's a Achievement. Sianzzified after tuition miss chee ask me how to play pokemon cards... i guessed her children are plaing it too and i was right! but i don't know how to teach her how to play. hahaha!! wah piang... Pokemon cards....

Later brought her home and went home myself... Sianz i tell u. now the weather is blistering hot. i been bathing and bathing. but still not much of a difference. damn the weather.

I'm boredd
and prelims are coming! =S

2004-08-06T22:55:00.000+08:00

On the way to sentosa.

the hat DAmn GUAI LAN rite!!! haha... what to do. No hair le.

i ate chicken rice before going there. haha... kinda nice. today i went to caltex and bought snapple and the whole group follow me. wee siong didn't see and tot we pang seh him. so he cheong go sentosa. haha! LOSER.
today did this humans quiz and i won this stuuupid file. i LOST to edmund1 i tot i would win. _|_ my MOVIE ticket!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kkz... later we celebrated national day with this stupid band. kinda sucky. really. but we took pictures in the hall. haha. => post them nxt time.

finally here's me and Ben lai acting gay... Enjoy!

tennis!

2004-08-03T16:23:00.000+08:00

today played tennis.... kinda fnu other than it was BLISTERING hot.
samuel is kinda cool in teaching me how to play. played against dk too. haha.. he sprained his ankle. GOOD FOR HIM.
didn't go tution today. they said had this stupid meeting and later, it's cancelled. NON-existing. dang! make me waste so much time there slacking. darn! i could have been at home sleeping my time away!
now leg soooo tired and still gotta have to run for andy for 10 bucks on thursday. haha. kinda worth it. but scared wait later teacher finds out. =X * strangled neck

mega concert

2004-07-31T13:15:00.000+08:00

past few days been to rehearsals till nite. so tired! then yesteday was the concert day... i wasn't sure about the some parts of the songs. but who cares man. i jus close one eye and be done with it. wee weeee weeeeeeeeee......... the experience rox man. but still face some difficulty... such as the conductor is so high up. then u have ot raise ur head high and everything.
har har. before the concert, our group was playing this no game. a-99. losers had to do forfeit and i didn't lose at all. har har! some of the forfeits were telling this bitchy girl who keep telling us to keep quiet that she was chio! haha.. doing the chicken dance... placing ur hands on his butt and sashay around. * i feel so evil. =>
anyway...i missed out alot on my studies. have ta buck up! but i feel abit guilty last nite. went for supper then we were all sitting down on the florr. so i placed my noodles there. my junior kick it and he BLAMED ME. but there was the most obvious place to put it. in front of me! despite telling him repeatedly to clean it up he won't. so i got so angry, i threw him. then we went off.
oppz.
.angel with the scabbed wings.

many times...

2004-07-25T14:09:00.000+08:00

did several templates for chin teck but it didn't seem nice enuf to give her. haiz. do until one nice one then give larr. gonna ask denny to help. SHifu!
anyway... yesteday went out with her. quite fun actually. went around city hall suntec and marina. went about and kapo kapo at the shops till finally we arrived at the .............ESPLANADE! i like it there. very windy and such. at the roof top, there was ths group of teenagers trying to light up a birthday cake. but to no avail. so i think that guy made a wish and jus ate the cake. haha.
headed downstair n saw this dance thingy. it's called "artificial dreams" quite chim. don't really understand it till this two little kids stood at the steps in front of us, completely BLOCKING my view. later went off to see this guy i the water being saved by the civil defense personnel. a big crowd of kapo ppl was crowding over there.
later went to see the merlion and went back. by then my legs were aching!!
still remember then very very sweet dessert i ate. wah piang... my lips were damn sweet man.
it's been two months! hope this will last forever...
.angel with the scabbed wings.

in school

2004-07-22T10:01:00.000+08:00

now in school imac lab! so bored! jus now had orals and i was asked about my most embarrasing moment. i simply made up some stupid story! about me slapping some unknown strangers butt in public and disgracing myself.... so stuupid rite. i where got so stupidd one. haha...
orals were okay... i suppose overall would be average larr. jus now ad to go see dk. now feeling so fucked up as if the whole fucking world is indebted to me. wth...after lessons go joo seng and eat lunch. then later for like ten minutes. then he report go DK and he told us to pack our bags and prepare to transfer school as he asked us whether the teacher is unreasonable and we said YES. wtf man. then he said he would be unreasonable and he would actually be doing us a favour by transferring us away from unreasonable teachers.... Mr Chia....... FUCK U. then now everymorning have to repor to mr koh and every lunch break with the rest. Shit man.
feeling FUCKED up. my mornings ar BURNT!!!!!!!!!!
later gonna meet yixuan then go tutition. hope my mood would not spoil the day. nowadays i am quite busy with stuupid things and not concentrating on my studies. so from today onwards i gonna study harder than previously. =) wee wee weeeeeeeee.....
sry cannot really contact with ya all. ->
.angel wth the scabbed wings.

i am bored

2004-07-19T18:48:00.003+08:00

i am suppppeeeerrrrrrrrr bored!!!!

i am bored

2004-07-19T18:48:00.002+08:00

Boredom

i am bored

2004-07-19T18:48:00.001+08:00

boredom

mavis and burger king

2004-07-19T18:48:00.000+08:00

today in school was quite all right. but i think Joo Yeow is BLINd. Kenneth went to hit him the ran away like a mad monkey. then he blurted out " gary makes a good shield!! " then pull me towards him. then joo Yeow HIT me! wtf. i am NOT goin to see ur Band concert le. Muahahahaxxx... then he apologised. chee bye. i'll be gracious and FORGIVE ya this once.
also heard that the first day meiting and wilson go out, meiting held his hand! me , jerald and edmund were like "Peifu...peifu.." so pro. then everytime see wilson then bow down head. haha... is it true? maybe...maybe not. abit hard to believe larr.
later played with itchy powder and it genna my hand. dang...damn itchy. it contained some kind of seeds in it and some wooly stuff. each packet costed 1 buck. so the wooly stuff actually stuck to your body. haha. so it itches and itched. my hand turned RED.
later went to mavis.. prolly normal. sian. sianzifieeddddd..... normal i guess. then ate at BK. wilson kept stealing our fries again. later went home. spent 45 mins at BK. GUess what. we saw audrey chong and Miss Tan... oh. the librarian. then she asked me to tuck in my shirt. later... i wear tie and everything, make mysef look like a GEEK and went to ask her some IQ qes. later went home... now facing the screen.
Sianziffied....
.angel with the scabbed wings.

2004-07-19T00:38:00.000+08:00

triple posting

new bloggie

2004-07-18T19:05:00.000+08:00

avril rox! now got new blog and a new template!! wee wee wee. gonna thank denny by raping him in school with wen jun.
anyway... now still n denny house. time for me to go back, but so sian! wanna sleep. my house sooooo noisy and tomorrow got school le. i still haven't do jazilah homework. or maybe i did it... ponders. but i lost it. i think she gonna send me out of her class.
i also managed to vent my pent up anger on someone. damn funnie. wahaha...my stomach aches.
i think i gonna get moving. nxt time change skin then go denny's house again. haha... he so NICE.
.angel with the scabbed wings.

new bloggie!!

2004-07-04T15:28:00.000+08:00

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